Second post in one day. I don't understand why I'm incapable of meeting new people. Since leaving school, excluding work and friend acquaintances, I have made no new friends. I'm pretty sure I know how I could, but it would mean changing who I am. Even if I was to start drinking coffee, buy a laptop, start smoking, go to bars or do whatever else needed to interact with strangers, I believe my appearance would hinder it. Somehow, I'm not approachable. Excluding the tattoos, I've decided it's because of my Y chromosome. All a semi-attractive female has to do is exist. She could be minding her own business, nose in book or notebook, and a stranger (probably male) will approach unprovoked and initiate conversation. This never happens to me. I could sit on a bench in a park reading a book for hours and no one will approach. Friends of mine have said they were intimidated by me before getting to know me, so maybe that's it. I just need to stop scowling.
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