Last nite realism hit me. Most friends were working, had plans, or doing something that didn't interest me, so by midnight I was home in bed. Reading. On a Saturday night. It was the first time in a while I really longed to be in a relationship again. There is an indescribable feeling/comfort from just lying in bed, drinking a nice Cab, and reading with my significant other. I wanted it last nite.
I created the goal for 2009 to stay single the entire year in order to solidify what I want in a woman and truly enjoy life. To make friends and not worry about Love. I've never been single longer than 6 months, which explains the single-one-year-goal. It also indicates how desirable/important having someone is to me. There's a reason I don't stay single longer than a few months: I like being in a relationship.
So now what?
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