I took a step in the right direction last night, but I'm not sure at what expense. I read a blog entry. Only one. A harmless, short one. No real significant topic buried in the lines other than the doubt/uncertainty we all share draped in nomadic desire and a longing for contact with acquaintances miles away.
The words brought back past joy in their simplistic elegance and spoke to me the way they always have. I thought about the shortest distance ever separating two souls once(or never?) connected and longed for the mindheartsoul meld again. The unspoken, abstract, label less bond two sometimes share. I wondered how often, if ever, the minds of formers ponder each other simultaneously and if this is the exception.
I wanted to anonymously comment: I miss you. Maybe a generic text? Fear, doubt, and uncertainty intervene.
Being able to read with no stomach churning/throat lumps/uncontrollable shaking was comforting and indicates progress, but no closer to clarity or closure am I. Time marches on to heal those wounds...
04 February 2009
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